Friday, October 24, 2008
Tyler
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
My Mom....
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
One Year in Heaven
That day - the day I was with him- I will hold in my heart forever. You see, although his body was sick and not well at all, his mind was sharp as a tack. I mean, here he was on oxygen, could barely sit up, had to have help with pretty much everything and do you know what he did? That stinker beat me at Rummy one last time! I kid you not - I wasn't giving the old man chance either! I was going to show him that at 32 years old I could FINALLY beat him!!! Nope - my dear Grandad went to Heaven with a smile in his heart knowing that HE was the best Rummy player in the land.....It's okay though - I'm not bitter or mad because well you know - he really is the best.
So today - I sit here and I really want to cry because I miss my Grandad and our times together. I miss the fact that you could just sit with him - neither one of us saying a word and know that you were so loved and that you were with someone special. I miss that he won't get to watch my Tyler and say "Now that one has lots of energy" or "Ronnie you got your hands full with that boy." I miss that I can't go and try once again to beat the best Rummy player around - like that would happen!! Most of all....I miss just sitting next to him and him putting his hand on my lap and saying "Hi sweetie"
However - this I know! One day I will sit with my dear Grandad in Heaven and my oh my what a day that will be! I will be with him, my Grandparents Ashcraft and yes my incredibly wonderful sister Sherri. So - Grandad has been in Heaven for a year now... I can only imagine what that has been like for him. You know two nights before he left - he and I were in his room. Mom and her sisters and Grandma were meeting with the lady from hospice, he knew it was near the end. He was talking about Heaven and he said to me, "I sure miss your sister Sherri, I see her riding her white horse around Heaven." My response to him, "Grandad - I am just so jealous that you will see her before me!" He just smiled and said "I know". So this past year as we went through all the "firsts" without him....first Thanksgiving, first Christmas, first anniversary,etc He was going through his firsts in Heaven....First day to see Jesus face to face, first day to see those who had gone before, first time to worship at the throne of the Father!!!
I love you Grandad and I am coming one day to see you and Jesus. Until that day - I will cherish my moments with you of playing cards, talking about everything, you smiling at my kids, the pictures of you holding my little babies for the first time, the fact that you loved to "sneak" sweets past Grandma (by the way I think she always knew), and yes I will miss going to get ice cream with you. Have another wonderful year in Heaven Grandad!
This is the last time Tyler saw my Grandad and of course it was taken at the "card table"!
Sunday, October 5, 2008
September...one BUSY month
Monday, September 29, 2008
Ammendment 48 - Colorardo Ballot
This is a video of Joel giving a speech for his speech class in college. I wanted to share it because it covers a VERY important topic that will face Colorado Voters in November. Ammendment 48 if passed, will define person from the moment of fertilization - meaning they will have rights! This is HUGE... I have pasted the wording as on the ballot below. If you live in Colorado - PLEASE vote YES on 48. If you don't live in Colorado - please pray for this important initive that will be on our ballot.
Amendment Question #48:“Shall there be an amendment to the Colorado Constitution defining the term “person” to include any human being from the moment of fertilization as “person” is used in those provisions of the Colorado Constitution relating to inalienable rights, equality of justice, and due process of law?”
The language proposed to be changed in the code is:
Be it Enacted by the People of the State of Colorado:
SECTION 1. Article II of the Constitution of the State of Colorado is amended BY THE ADDITION OF A NEW SECTION to read:
Section 31. Person defined. As used in sections 3, 6 and 25 of Article II of the State constitution, the terms “person” or “persons” shall include any human being from the moment of fertilization.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Been TOO LONG!!!
So let's see in the past month, Joel has had 7 teeth pulled, we have had a fundraising dinner at church, the kids have all been doing well in school, we went to Elitchs in Denver and well work is work. I think that is everything - is that enough for one month?
Joel is also driving a bus for the school this year so back to REALLY early mornings for him! I am doing well - sort of looking for a new job but nothing so far so I have to trust that the Lord has me where I am for now. I just would like to be here in Bayfield and/or making a little more money so that we can get out of debt. I have applied for two jobs this week - one here and one more money but in Durango, who knows what will happen with that!
Oh and we had someone hack our computer so we had to clear our hard drive so I lost all my favorites so if you have a blog - e-mail me the link so I can reset it.
Well that is all for now - no new pictures yet BUT we did replace our camera and I will post some pictures of the elitches trip soon as well as the women's retreat that I am going to this weekend.
Okay - let me know what's happening - got get kids ready for school!